Well, again sorry but i have absolutely nothing interesting to say.

I have plenty of family annd family friends overseas but thats about it and i dont know them enough to say anything loving and shiz about them so whatevz.

Well jee, there has been a lot of days gone by in the last 20 minutes. 

I know he has been mentioned a billion and one times but of course the answer to this lovely title is one Jamie Mann. 

A gorgeous boy of whom I spent most of my high school days with. Every day was fabulous and we had the time of our lives together doing absolutely nothing. 

Love him with all of my heart. 

As a recent-ish school leaver I have drifted away from my fair share of people. None of who I care about any less; they are all incredible and amazing and I am sure most of them will go on to do awesome shit. 

Well, quite honestly I can’t think of anyone who needs to. I mean, obviously i’ve cause my fair share of shittyness, but 9 times out of 10, I am doing what i think is the best thing for the situation, and if not, I’ve generally apologised. 

Mostly when I am in a position between hurting someone or not, and i can consciously make the decision not to hurt someone, i do so. I’m not actually an asshole and would never want to purposely upset anyone and therefore i’ve done a fairly decent job of not doing so… 

This is a relatively entertaining title, just cuz while I’m thinking of all the people who have caused me a lot of pain, and i dont actually hate any of them. In fact, they’re the people i care about the most. Honestly i guess that isnt a bad thing, i mean, i suppose if i hated a person i wouldnt really care what they did, let alone have it cause my pain. 

The people you care about most are always going to be the ones who cause you the most pain, simply because they are the only ones that can do so. I guess someone you hate can punch you in the nose, but the people you love can make you doubt yourself in every way; they can make you rethink everything you believe in; they can force you to choose between what you want to do and what you need to do, and more than anything, they’re the only people that can make you feel as though you’ve lost something. I think these things cause more pain than anything physical I’ve ever felt.

Having said that, once again i am not going to jump in to any stories or any names, just thought i’d clear up my thoughts on the title. 

8-

silly silly people, this is how you die. 

9-

cant think of anyone off the top of my head to be honest, but i know there are heaps of people who would be exceptionally interesting. 

10-

uhm jamie mann, you are an amazing person and i miss spending all day long with you. Cant wait to do it soon!

11-

I have never had someone close to me die, but refer to second part of 9.

KDONE!

hahahaha.

Nah I am joshing, I’m not gunna jump into some huge rage on him or give ridiculous amounts of details as to what went wrong. My ex was a decent enough kid, and he was what i needed at the time. Sometimes things just get a bit difficult, and i handled it the best way i could.

For some reason this made me think of the things in mX where you write to a stranger if you think theyre babe. 

I think its fabulous. 

My dreams are gay. This one sucks.

kthnxzbai.

Baby, one day when the sky is grey and the rain is pouring, we can run away. Run away to where the train tracks end and the rain doesn’t matter. Where nothing matters. Not how you’re born, or how you’re going to die. Where you can run amongst the flowers for no reason at all, and you are not judged, and if you feel in the mood you can just lie down and stare at the clouds. There you and I can be happy always. We can feel love amongst the trees, and freedom when we reach the river. The world will be ours and we won’t need anyone but each other.